♥ Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Dear tears, please stop flowing... ='((
Cried a whole lot last night till i fell asleep. And i woke up with small, swollen eyes. If
you think i cried because i was upset, yes, i was. But, i also cried because i felt downright bad. I've been feeling bad ever since that 2nd night of Freshmen Orientation, 16th April. Damn ! Again, for the millionth time, i'm saying that i didn't mean for things to turn out this way...i didn't want things to turn out this way.
I feel so bad. Mean. Selfish. Sorry. Sad. Upset. Horrible. Terrible. Everything ! =((
Sorry's not enough, i know. And don't tell me it's not my fault, it doesn't help. Because i feel as if it was. Seriously, now, i just wish that i never entered any of your lives. At least, none of you would get hurt. And don't deny, because it shows though
you try to hide it from me.
Peace out @ 12:11 AM